IT IS ALL VERY BLURRY

Nonexistent, living in the “clear” room, all I am supposed to do is not look inside at the happenings of the blurry room, I could hear many familiar voices coming from that blurry room, in pain but I had to keep my distance, my only “duty”. I see a familiar beautiful face emerging from that mist of blur, she loves me and I love her, Why is she looking at me funny? I feel a tremor through my body and call out her name, she is already sitting in front of me now, there is a sinister expression on her face. Her hand reaches out to me breaking the silence in the air, my skin throbbing, taking the hit, in pain, this continues. I look out the window behind her, as she and the throbbing is blurry now, I have a stagnant expression. Another beautiful familiar face emerges from the now “clear” room into the blurry room, I don’t know anymore whether to trust the familiarity in this face, so I stay in blur, I hear a loud cry and am pulled to a side, I look at the face in front of the window, the sinister eyes are filling up with guilt and tears. I finally run away with tears in my eyes, but I think some of the sinister energy has already been transferred to me now. Am I a victim of it? Every time the familiar face reaches out to me I feel fear.